
A Reality Engineer’s Blueprint for Escaping Your Conditioned Identity
You built the empire, achieved the titles, and hit the numbers — only to wake up at 3:00 AM with a heavy, unexplainable dread sitting on your chest.
You are managing the symptoms. This book kills the disease.
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Why do the same decisions, the same relationships, the same 3 AM thoughts keep coming back? One sentence you wrote as a child is still running the show.
See the exact sentence — and the words that cancel it. Most readers find theirs in the first three chapters.
Why do you quietly burn it down the moment you exceed your own expectations — the income, the love, the peace?
Find the hidden ceiling that drives the self-sabotage, and shatter it.
The false self (The Act) does not want you free. It feeds on the proving, the perfecting, the pleasing — and it has been in command for years.
Catch it feeding in real time, and starve it until it lets go.
You perform for approval and wonder why people do not move toward you. The reaching is the problem.
Stop performing, let silence do the work — and start engineering the reality you actually want.
Hamid is a Reality Engineer, executive facilitator, and speaker specializing in the mechanics of human transformation. After losing his mother at age three and navigating the challenges of being an immigrant child in Amsterdam, Hamid became a sales prodigy, commanding boardrooms and making fortunes by the age of nineteen.
However, his internal ‘thermostat’ couldn’t handle the heat of success, leading him to systematically sabotage his own empire. This crash forced a decade of radical self-interrogation, resulting in the birth of Reality Engineering — a framework that fuses raw psychology, spiritual truth and radical accountability.
Today, Hamid hosts intensive transformational retreats, helping high-performers dismantle their masks and reclaim their sovereignty. He lives in Marrakech, Morocco, with his wife and three children.


Magical.
Hamid moves me with his words, even more so with his actions.
As if that weren’t enough, a bold leap toward the immeasurable Soul.
A reality that has managed to touch with depth and trust.
And with that, a light for many.

Early Reader
“Some books inspire you. This one challenges you. Imprisoned By My Little Me forces you to confront the invisible beliefs and subconscious patterns that quietly shape your decisions, relationships, and success. It changes the way you see yourself. Rarely does a book combine raw personal truth with such profound psychological insight. A powerful guide for anyone ready to break free from self-imposed limitations and step into their full potential.”
Early Reader
“9/10. And I am his most critical reader.”
You have hit the titles and the numbers — and still wake at 3 AM with a dread you cannot explain. You are done managing the symptom. You want the cage gone.
You want comfort, affirmations, or a lighter version of yourself. This book dismantles the identity you built. If you are not ready to lose who you think you are, wait.
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10 questions that surface the exact identity sentence running your life right now. Most readers find theirs by question 4.
A 12-minute guided exercise for the moment that has woken you up for years. Use it tonight.
$100 credited toward your first real intervention — the Reality Audit, a private 1:1, or the Marrakech retreat. The book starts it; this is your first step into the room.
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Instant access to Chapter 1, The False Self Audit (PDF), and The 3 AM Dread Exercise (audio). Bundle buyers also get their $100 Intervention Deposit code.
Paperback or Kindle on Amazon. Audiobook for Hamid’s own voice. Or the Digital Bundle — everything digital plus the $100 credit, direct from this page.
Yes. Buy any format and forward the delivery email, or gift a copy on Amazon to someone you want to wake up.
If you have built success and still feel caged, yes. If you want comfort over confrontation, no. The book does not flatter — it dismantles.
The book is the theory — it shows you the cage and the sentence that built it. The Reality Audit is the practice, where we take it apart together, in a private 1:1 or in Marrakech.
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